Ankh Spice is back on the Silver Branch with part II of a special feature, three years after part I.
Ankh Spice is a sea-obsessed poet from Aotearoa, author of The Water Engine (Femme Salvé Books, 2021). His poetry is mostly about the brief, wild weirdness of being a person. Isn’t all of it? Ankh has had the huge dual privileges of co-editing at Ice Floe Press, and being a poetry contributing editor at Barren Magazine. You'll find him by the water.
The Water Engine: https://femmesalvebooks.net/the-water-engine-by-ankh-spice/
Website: www.ankhspice-seagoatscreamspoetry.com
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Facebook: @AnkhSpiceSeaGoatScreamsPoetry
We're delighted to have our gifted poet and friend back!
Scattered
Here noses the warm beast
of riverstone into the envelope
of my folded hand. There the socket
she knocked from, the gap in the cairn
of a rocky family, the heavy tongue
of the water—pronouncing loss
loss loss all the way down to the sea.
At some point the dragged neck-weight
you were crumbled grey and was breathed out
and in along this gulping throat and no room left
in the caving mouth for any other word.
I weigh my choice stood tall, feathers of sun
through wattle’s rattle and the heart
of stone on the palm’s scale. To sink a gift
or pocket it: how each means letting go. Hard old
beast, my hand is opening: the wind shouts ash.
Originally published in Black Bough Poetry’s ‘Duet of Ghosts’ edition
Hathor crafts a wishing cup
Surely of her welling dawn-milk sculpted;
soft brackets of her hands bid liquid solid,
pray forth curves mooned smooth as horns
of the cattle mother—praise-she-who-browses
in petalled stars. Your names unfurl to flower,
holy garland draped about the pearl equator.
Here you lipped the immortal brim of yourself,
offering ritual traces sheening into stone. Secret
the lotus clenches, sinks into the sleeping Nile—
surfaces at lights-drip, resurrected into bowl.
Originally published in Black Bough Poetry’s ‘Tutankhamun: Wonderful Things’ edition
To fire the cold wick of the world
Lotus-floated twice—everliving torch
of a child. Ra melts his gold in the river
of your name, reeds flare at your touch-
paper. Sun-letter, each age stacks tinder
and yearn, parched for a split of gods
or their caskets. We sift the airless dark
at the bottom of the hourglass, rarely find
a spark beneath endless sand. Four syllables
of cantrip, rebirth of breath into the hands:
alive or dead, ignite a lamp that longs to burn.
Originally published in Black Bough Poetry’s ‘Tutankhamun: Wonderful Things’ edition
By Turns
Horn-crowned shadow creeps the hearth; the world tree
cracks its bucket. Old branch, new roots – the wheel creaks, a scrape
of stars is hatching in the rut. We move. How we are moved.
Originally published in Black Bough Poetry’s ‘Christmas and Winter Volume 2’ edition
317a, 317b: meri-Maat
Behind the papyrus of their eyelids
the neverborn sisters sail. The desert’s body thickens
a second womb, the barque slits the black vein
that feeds the dead. An ooze of mudded gold, a rupture
in the swaddling shroud. Deliver these mosaics
of bone and leather into the gleaming pan
of the scale. A feather rattles its gavel barbs,
a sound crouches at the thief-gate, watches us.
The field of reeds shivers, hissing ready
its thousand midwife stems.
Originally published in Black Bough Poetry’s ‘Tutankhamun: Wonderful Things’ edition
The neocortex has a lot to answer for
Sun halfway through her dizzy life—
only yesterday the great hoot
expanded to cradle a notion
waxed so giant. By treadle and by jaw
each bone box creaks awake, echoing
with terror at its own capacity.
And through canopy’s dapple, the sun just nods
and continues to palm-and-drop the same soft,
bright leaves. Ah, look up.
This for you, baffled little ape. And this.
Mobile light, entranced pupil, once beneath this
we were branch-sway. Once she was the only watchfire
we had, once her estranged mother-dark rocked us kindly
and we nested dumb and unalone and ripe stars fell
freely into our unworded mouths
and we thought nothing—
not one thing of it.
Originally published in Black Bough Poetry’s ‘Afterfeather’ edition
Again I dream of the island
and somewhere it exists. Crowning droplet
of peaks: the island, meringue spilled
from sky's copper spoon. I’d dreamswim
myself to gill, just to foot one soft clast. Fragile
scratch on the mirror lake, outrace the skid
of black water creeping behind this claw
of unbody. Swirl-and-wheel of centuries
streak above. We wake over and over split through
with want, invaded by the need to leave.
Exclusive to the Silver Branch series
Spring, loading
Weal of daylight—hill-split still
by winter’s fading whip. What follows
the crack? A tunnelled clap of strange unsound:
small prey holding sniff, pillars of nerve-beat
candling in the grass. Blink and the leapt sun
melts a hundred shadows burrowed. Every season
maintains its weapon, hunts for keeps—every skin
crawled by light, a temporary win.
Exclusive to the Silver Branch series
escaping a bad dream, you lie in a field
of wet-buttercup hour & on the swords
of grass, you unsleep. minutes prickle
at the wrists. ant sailors leaf-sail over
your undercurrents. a sea has no colour
of her own, licks it into the deep sockets
of cauldron bays, lizards a nametag an hour
from pockets of sky. cerulean, slate. haunt.
in the shaky tussock of lashes, you begin
to dune, a blink grabs gold and both hands
fist closed - leapt pupils sudden-drunk
on light. ships yaw. aureolin. goldenrod,
canary. forget whatever yesterday pinned
on you. clouds. east, a shining cheek.
Exclusive to the Silver Branch series
Stage of grief
How deep the raw valley
missing its molar. The tongue
no longer knows the mouth.
Terra incognita. Face,
outside, the same.
Exclusive to the Silver Branch series
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